can i have truly friendship ?

such a fool think… tentu aja loe gak akan bisa dapetin temen yang seperti loe pikirkan don… loe tau gak loe tuh terlalu buruk buat di jadikan seorang teman, loe tuh terlalu menjijikan untuk di jadikan seorang sahabat, loe tuh terlalu memuakan untuk di jadikan teman yang sesungguhnya!!!! kamu tau kenapa ?? karena image kamu udah jelek don. susah ngilangin image jelek dari diri kamu don. tau kenapa?? karena idon itu sungguh menjijikan untuk di jadikan seorang teman

this post related with post on July 26, 2004

anything can change in this world, so does feeling in your heart. some time you feel terrible and look terrible, some time you feel crazy or look like that too, or some time you feeling blue when someone has taken your heart.

but usually you have empty feeling too. when that empty feeling come to you, you doesn’t know what thing you must do.

all of that is back to your heart. heart cannot be fool, all your feeling is stay in that. well… lots of people get feeling like i feel this day, but does “she” know what i feel ?

Happy B’day to my brother Bobot Wijantoro, yang ke 28 klo gak salah…. he he he… bertepatan banget sama peringatannya PDI. semoga panjang umur bob, and get what you dream for.

dan mudah mudahan elu bisa lebih dewasa dalam menyelesaikan masalah, baik itu masalah pribadi, keluarga maupun masalah di kantor. dan juga mudah mudahan bisa menempatkan masalah nya itu, jangan di campur adukan. coz i know when you do that.

anyway HAPPY B`day BRO

sempet bertanya tanya di dalam hati, gue tuh sebenarnya kek gimana sih?? to freak ? or to damn ugly ? ada yang bisa jawab itu gak ? tolong coba bantu….

udah berapa lama gue gak ngalamin yang namanya cinta. since kapan yah.. forget about it! yang pasti semenjak itu gue jadi workkoholik… emang sih itu satu satu cara buat ngilangin apa yang pernah terjadi. tapi apa nggak takut nanti jadi workchoholic terus terusan ? susah loh berhentiin kecendrungan kek gitu.

temen gue pernah bilang about “Never Maried with Workoholic Guys” heh… jangan sampe deh semua orang berpikiran kayak gitu,… kalo semua kek gitu gue dapet sapa ??? (

anyway sebelum weekend kemaren sempet dowloadin lagu lagu yang di tempatnya richoz. and gue keasikan dengerin instrumentalia “All I Am – Heat Wave” yang di bawain ama richoz mayan juga senandung sendiri sambil teriak teriak nyanyi like a freak! nah lo… balik ke freak…. iyah kali gue freak !!!

Who do you think you see
When you look at me
Is it somebody strong
Somebody you could admire
And who do you think I am
When I take your hand
Are you counting on me
To fill your dreams and your desires

Well all I am
Is lonely (just) like you
All I wanna do
Is have one dream come true
All I am is handing you my heart
And hoping to be part of you

Who do you think you are
Standing in the dark
Are you waiting for me
Why can’t I reach you from here
And how do I get to you
Won’t you let me through
Don’t you think maybe we
Have something special to be shared

dedicate for some one that i admire aja ah ni lagu

ada apa dengan judul di atas ??? mungkin bisa berarti punya mata dalam kegelapan… atau bisa liat yang gelap gelap ??? anyway apalah artinya sebuah kalimat bila yang nulis kalimatnya juga gak tau maksud dari kalimat tersebut…….. tapi gue anggap itu kalimat artinya coward… yah, coward for me…… cuman berani mengagumi…… bloody chicken coward!!!

forget about it!!!!

F U !!! ha ha ha……

Happy B’day Oppie, semoga jadi lebih feminim jangan malahan jadi pejantan

I walk along the beach
Leaving footprints cold and bare
How can I enjoy the sunset,
When there’s no one here to share?

There used to be a pair,
Of footprints next to mine.
But they washed away with waves
And the shifting sands of time.

Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin
I’ve been waiting for you
Signed, with a home tattoo,
Happy birthday to you was created for you

(can’t ever keep from falling apart
At the seams
Can’t I believe you’re taking my heart
To pieces)

Oh, it’ll take a little time,
Might take a little crime
To come undone now

We’ll try to stay blind
To the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind
And blow me in to cry

Who do you need, who do you love
When you come undone

Words, playing me deja vu
Like a radio tune I swear I’ve heard before
Chill, is it something real
Or the magic I’m feeding off your fingers

(Can’t ever keep from falling apart
At the seams
Can I believe you’re taking my heart
To pieces)

Lost, in a snow filled sky, we’ll make it alright
To come undone now

damn…..